COWBOY
copyright
EXCATTLE WRANGLER
I was Born in the fall of 1966, in a little
shack on a hill, in the Canadian wilderness
Without electricity,running water, or
indoor plumbing.
I was free to roam the moss carpeted forest
that surrounded that little hill top house,
and I grew up to respect and appriciate
that isolated beauty, and the unending
wilderness that surrounded me .

I year after I was born to this sparse
north western ontario region, I was
introduced to what would become the home of
my heart, on the south western prairies of
Manitoba.
A sprawling cattle ranch purchased by my
aunt and uncle in 1967.
A place I would spend most of my
"schoolless" days and learned early about
the fine tradition of cattle wrangling.
I was herding cattle on foot by the age of
3 ,spending days in the fields with my
uncle baling hay and straw when i was 5.
and so I spent my winters in the wilderness
of Ontarios rugged north west,
Trapping,hunting and fishing with my
father..as well as going to school., and my
summers and holidays working cattle with my
uncle.

Its no surprise that school held no interest
to me at all, and i waited impatiently to
head for the prairies .

While I now live in Ontario
again, I still consider the
prairies home, and one day, when
i settle in for the long haul,
it will be there, in the midst
of cattle country
After many jobs, doing many things, from
office work, to saw mills, gas jockey and
janitor, slaughter houses,emergency vehicle
dispatcher, to building air planes, the one
truth I discovered was that once a cowboy,
always a cowboy. I could leave the wilderness
and the prairies, but they would never leave
me.

In 1998 I was in a serious accident and
sustained serious head trauma, causing
permanent brain injury, this changed me from
the outdoorsman i was to the semi recluse I
am.
No longer who I was, but still who I am

While I can appear healthy on the outside,Im
limited by what i can do because of the side
effects of the injury.
I have light sensitivity which leads me to
live life mainly at night. Bad balance,
headaches, poor memory,and a lack of
concentration and focus and a few other things
..
I dont go out much anymore.I dont fish or
hunt, I dont travel much either now a days,
but I still write, and paint, and craft and
create.  Not the same as I once did, but
still in a way thats still satisfying .
And thats what truely matters.
While I grew up with amazing
independence and freedom, I
nonetheless owe it to my
parents,and my aunt and uncle,
all of whome gave me the
confidence,ability,knowlege
and wisdom to survive and i
thank them for that.
IN BITS AND PIECES